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I wish you cared at least a little bit......Were we only close cause you had feelings for me?  I wish our friendship didnt end along with our relationship....  I wish my stomach could rest when I hear your name...  I wanna crawl up in a ball right now.... Why do you still have such a big effect on me...  I hate these tears... God it KILLS me so ( Read more... )

IM so confused..... honestly... Im drunk right now too...Its the first time Im writing in a while and its on Jays computer.... Jays amazing..... IM MISSING SCHOOL TOMORROW!....weeee...I have a math test and a psych test......ummm looks liek im not going to either of em..... What is going on arond me? Id like to know....... All i can say is im ( Read more... )

hmm I almost forgot how much I love to write....  Being at the poetry slam yesterday gave me hope..  Ever since I was little I've had a love for photography. What made me lose it?  I want to learn EVERYTHING about photography.  Whats the point of living a life without the love of what you do?  Maybe I will still go into communications but I never ( Read more... )

Well I guess I should explain the day I had yesterday.... Well I dont need to but it was awesome... first Justin picked me up at like 5:30...  I was actually nervous cause OBVIOUSLY right now I dont want anything nor could I have anything if I wanted it.....  He then took me to a place called Andrea's on Thayer street...  My food= Greek poop..  ( Read more... )

"Maybe all we need is water and friends..."

                                            Weakened from the pain
                                         that he left inside your heart
                                                Fallin' in the rain
                                    cause your whole life has fall'n apart

See this is real
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~But as long as you have that knife ready to go you might as well just stab me one more time...

MAYBE SOMEDAY ILL GROW NUMB FROM THIS....

MacCarthaigh015: hey whats up
Fr3ddytheWorm: nothing..whos this?
MacCarthaigh015: this is matt mccarthy, you prob dont know who i am, but i was at mike's friday night
Fr3ddytheWorm: ohhh yeh I nkow who you are ( Read more... )

My friends are the hottest girls in the world..... all of them even the one up in Boston and the one up in NYC Yeh we own....  Eside to the Wside yo...

Your mom likes it sideways...

Andreas playing with my hair right now.... Its amazing....  Thats one thing Guys dont know how to do.....PLAY with hair....  Learn theres nothing better... but Im ( Read more... )

Wow I never thought it would be like this..  No, no I can except that you fell out of love with me but you also lied again and again....  So who were you with last night?  Who'd you go home with?....  Im not dumb....  I do have have eyes and ears for that matter...I know what I heard....

Last Night I went up to the beach with some amazing girls ( Read more... )