there, i did it. i did what most people told me not to, and some did tell me to do. i did the right thing, though, and i know that things will only be better cause of it. i am afraid of the future, but i now know it'll be alright.
i'm torn between doing the right thing that would probably destory the most important thing in the world to me, or doing what may be wrong, and saving everything.
God help me please. i'm so confused. and sad. and lonely.