I badly need to clean. Both literally and figuratively. My room is full of empty bottles (not that kind) and papers and everything is a mess ( Read more... )

we have a show tonight. final tomorrow. heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh

. my dog is dead. nov 10th. Jack was the greatest fucking dog ever. that's really all there is that needs to be said ( Read more... )

today was my first math midterm. and i failed. it was aweful, but maybe everyone else did terrible too and then the curve will save me. that is my only hope.

Let this be stricken from my mind. Journal, you absolve me. Absolve me dammit!

so life... how ya been? sure miss having you. Remember all the times we used to do stuff? and how we'd call each other on weekends? sometimes weekdays if we were feeling amorous.....?  I do. I hope you haven't forgotten me. I will be sure to hit you up around summertime. -Sincerely, Ben ( Read more... )

this is the most fucking tired i have been in a looong while, but for some reason i felt the need to update.

things are going dandy lately. i got a synthesizer keyboard and have been making my "phat beats" for awhile now. musical inspiration comes and goes but i love time.

john is a floozy for not coming home to make the clock opera....bitch.

been ( Read more... )

it is official: john and i are making a new movie. be excited. very excited.

it will take time. it is a horror movie opera, we are going to write the songs and dub sing them. oh, and the main villain is a giant clock. we already made the costume.

playing another show tomorrow at holy names. things are getting fairly consistent, and i think we are actually getting PAID for this gig. cds are on sale for $6 for one and $10 for two. we are expecting something like $100 each; i hope we get it because i need money for more equipment.......

jazz and i are practicing for the talent show. she is so ( Read more... )

i can't wait until tomorrow is over because then i can stop worrying about council!!! seriously, the antiipation is pretty stressful. this was an eventful post. thursday will be jamming with jazzmyn and bryan. i hope we get shit done. in fact i know we will.

what i do ( Read more... )