Alot of things have changed. Some things have changed and are trying to go back to the way they were. Im not sure I am ok with that. I dont know what to do. I honestly thought that was what I wanted. But Im not so sure any more ( Read more... )

So since I last posted, many things have happend. I am back in school, which is good because I was starting to get super restless. Also, I really am enjoying school so far. My classes seem pretty interesting and I really like having something to do all day. Besides that, pretty much everyone has the same sorta lunch break that I have ( Read more... )

Im in such a good mood right now its not even funny. ok so maybe it is...just a little. Minnesota isnt so bad....just so long as Im not stuck inside with nothing to do. But on the other hand I can not wait to get home!!!! I love my house and my bed way too much lol yay for staying up late...it is wonderful. i have nothing to say ne more...haha

Its really super strange being here. So many things are different. And being here just sorta of puts that all right in my face. I am not saying its bad being here. Its really not, so far I have really enjoyed it. I dunno though. Its weird. I dont think I like not seeing my friends either haha It would be different if I were on a real vacation :) I ( Read more... )

So things were really really shitty for a little while there. But I think I finally have a handle on things, much better than I have in a while-if not ever ( Read more... )

Ok, so haha, it was funny, it can stop now. This whole lets see how much we can fuck with Chelsi game was fun, but it needs to stop. I thought it was all getting better...and then last night when i was super happy, and super tired, and just about to go to bed - my phone rang. It was Sara...I thought she was just calling to check on Trev w/o waking ( Read more... )

So today has been a relatively calm day. I stayed up late again...per usual. I really want to break this habit. But I cant seem to be able to. I went to bed around 2, Im not sure if I fell asleep or not when I got a phone call at 3...talked for about half an hour and then didnt fall back asleep until about 4:15. Got up at 8 for class ~ I thought I ( Read more... )

So as we all know, this past summer I have not been the happiest kid in the world. But I have good news...yesterday while I was talking to Brittany I realized how happy I am with life again. Things just seem right. I spent friday and saturday night very intoxicated...and it was wonderful. I offically like this house for parties and everything. I ( Read more... )

...Ok so not really. My boss is pretty much awesome. Its sad though that he knows me better than some of my friends. Oh well, what can ya do. The other day at work he just needed to look at me to know I was really upset...and I think after we talked we decided that its because im "growing up". Shitty huh? Why cant I be upset about something that ( Read more... )

So last night was interesting to say the least. Good parts: I got to see Bailey before he shipped out. I was able to drink. It was just and all around good night. Bad parts: Tony was supposed to come over, but didnt call me until about 2:45 and he was really drunk. We had stayed in all night to wait for him (his phone died). So Tony and I got into ( Read more... )