fuck friends.
fuck relationships.

i've been fasting for 3 days.
so fuck food, too.

i need a vacation.

ps. i suck at life.

i haven't had a real 'break-down' in a while. as horrible as it was, i woke up, and had an amazing day.


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it snowed for the first time this winter. we got two days of school off and, honestly... those two days weren't that exciting. but i stayed at talor's friday and saturday night, and it was really nice. his mom was out of town, and instead of having a ton of people over, like normal teenagers would... we stayed home. and only left the house to pick ( Read more... )

sometimes, i think that i'm a completely different person then i was when i went into the hospital. and then, at times like these, i don't think i've changed a bit. you'd think that after the worst two weeks of my life (three days of which i spent in ICU), i'd have a whole new outlook on life. but i'm still the same confused little girl making ( Read more... )