i never know what to write in here any more to this point ...well i've spoken my peace and anger bu well it has
been a great 21 years so far fuckn cheers to those who come out alive and a farewell to the departed
as pathetic as it sounds i want to be back in high school...those really were the days but there gone now
and i barely speak to 90% of those ( Read more... )

i notice not just me but other people to that how many of use really know music besides what we listen to and like how did they write it is my main thought all the time what key is the song in what measure same with parts that split piece to make a song for example it took me a while but gorillaz feel good inc. is in the key of E i was playing the ( Read more... )

i think its great that in life we don't always get what we want
because we shouldn't have every thing handed to us on a silver plate
the things you want most in life you should have to take and seize it
this helps us grow towards our futures

work and stresses keep us strong
speaking of which i started on another song
called "when theres a

1.Full Name - Ryan ( Read more... )

I came to a conclusion today..of when i die what my funeral would bring i made up a song list...

Rain When I Die - Alice In Chains

Jugband Blues - Pink Floyd

I Just Wasn't Made For These Times - Beach Boys

Imagine - John Lennon

i know it sounds very fucking depressing but these are my decisions ...

"the cats meow ( Read more... )

another day another post and i've realized no one yet knows that i have been posting again...as i sit and wonder if any one of you will every read any of these again possibly more likely not than so ( Read more... )

another day has gone by... right now i''m at my sisters house  and i have to say its fucking great ( Read more... )

it has now been two years since i posted ....changes thats the best word to describe everything that has happened to me and others around me but a fraction is still the same my attitude my thoughts my intentions have changed in me some one once told me that saw that about me ( Read more... )

after all this time im not going to update this damn thing any more ( Read more... )