you just cant depend on some people you call your "good friends" cause they are hardly in any way good to you nor good for you.

I'm only becoming something you hate because you don't understand what it's like. You think you do, but you don't until it really happens to you. And when it does, you can't stop it and you can't ignore it. You just need to admit to your destiny.
I'm not surrendering to my fate. I am merely going with the flow.

When will our constant struggle for time, money and love ever end?
I wanna grow up so bad.

I have so much thoughts in my head that I just cant describe adequately

They always tell that they will love you forever....

.... and how much of that should we believe?

How do we keep it real and keep it going?

so determined to make this work

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My mom keeps asking me why I cant finish studying since I started so long ago.
Can she understand how difficult it is???? OBVIOUSLY NOT. It's not that I'm not trying, but sometimes I feel like I'm really just not cut out for it and no one believes me when I say it, they just tell me get over it and fucking move on.

Today I met up with many important people in my life that I miss.