lol im back HAH.

wow steve brunt me this cd with pain and hypocrisy mix and lessining to this song wow. its so fucking brutail that it maks me go HOLY FUCK. i need to hear more PAIN THEIR INSANE ( Read more... )

Yup fucking bull shit, I’ve been completely depress and miserable for the past two months and the funny thing is steve was the only one to notice and ask me was up. Only him. Like wow how sad is that. Where is this all coming for well id tell ya but I don’t really know my self all I know I’ve been feeling really lonely, sad, worthless, a tool, ( Read more... )

things are really strange for me, i don't get anything right now. this is fucked...

Well lets see what’s new with me… well not much really just border line broke but not. Work like always has its ups and downs but I love working their. I really hope I end up being a permanent employee their, I really do. Me and pboebe are doing great, I love her to peaces. She makes any bad day of mine seem like nothing after being held in her ( Read more... )

Well where to start. I guess I can start off my saying me and phoebe are doing awesomely, any free time we have been spent with each other almost none stop. I love it, we both open up about everything from past, present and let me tell u it awesome. Being able to this open with out a problem, we both let each other know what’s up 24/7. Their ( Read more... )

Hmmm where to start, well I really wished we did end up going for that show but ya meh o well I live…. Did a lot of house work over the weekend. Rearranged the basement, it looks fucking sweet. More room and ya people can move around more easily now. Well theirs more but meh, im in a weird mood like I feel like I have a prepuces once more. Ever ( Read more... )

Well time to update a, haaaaaa. Well no longer single and loving it, yup that’s right phoebe fucking rules man like wow im really beginning to love that girl. She so sweet and just fun to be around, one thing I love about her is she don’t hold anything back. Shes to the point, speaks her mind and not afraid to be her self. Man she fucking rules, I ( Read more... )

MOTHER FUCKING ALIVE right now like WOO YA MOTHER FUCKERS. its been sooooooo long sense we played a show and it kicked ass well besides some slip ups what weren't too bad as in my kick keeped on moving up my bass drum whiched pissed me off on many accounts. but their was nothing i could do about it, i guess the spikes in the front were not catching ( Read more... )

well going to montys was pointless, i ended up spending why the fuck to much money on thing i can't really aford. plus on getting myself wasted and stoned when i really shouldn't. i hate how the only way to feel happy is by drugs or booze, why can't i just be happy just because. im so disapointed in myself that i want to die. fuck man im so hurt, ( Read more... )