I feel nothing right now but pain and regret.

No real reason.

All that stuff I thought was wrong. You never actually cared about anyone. You don't even do what you think is right. You just do what feels best to your body. What makes you brain feel no pain. Right or Wrong. Just or Unjust. Selfless or Selfish. You don't care. You complain when others notice. You say they have no right. Well here I am ( Read more... )

Oh and complaining in this seems rather conterproductive of myself HAHAHAHA ugg I hate this feeling

Let's all just run away. Not only will we refuse to look at a larger picture, we won't even bother to see what we really want. We'll do as we [believe we] have been told, do what simple makes it so we don't have to take on the pain. Blame others for blaming but only after blaming ourselves. Going off of what was the last thing that happened ( Read more... )

no really, im just plain angry, and it actually making me horrible depressed. I reall don want to have to think about my friends and their drugs, but if this continues, I'm seriously going to go mental and start saying fuck you to these people and move on. If I can't be enough that they have to mess with their own brain, im not going to deal with ( Read more... )

i need someone to go to prom with! i suck with girls! damn it

peace

"the cycle of hollow joy and vicious self-hatred"

PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK
PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i dont think it's...

Okay, who has actually played Zero Wing?

Do you believe in god? what is god? Creator
i believe not

maybe humans are just the cells for a larger organism. cities are just as much alive as any person. each is indivudual, and each is part of a larger complex. The even change if they may not want to. A city can think. I can think

i have questions.