Where'd you go, I miss you so, seems like its been forever that I've been gone. Somedays I feel like shit, somedays I want to quit and just be normal for a bit. I find myself trying to stay by the phone cause your voice always helps me along but when I pick it up I find I have nothing to say. I want you to know thats its a little fucked up that I ( Read more... )

So I have been smoke free for 11 days now and I honestly I couldn't be happier. I don't feel like there is a blind between me and what I am actually feeling, and I realized a lot about myself that I need to change, but I am going to do it. I am choosing positivity rather than being negative. I am going to be honest with myself ( Read more... )

Well Febuary was a good month for Miss Odessa and everyday I am excited about what the future holds, I just wish I could see all my friends who are far away, especially Laura...I am quite interested in this European love affair that she is having. March should be quite exciting as well...a free 311 concert, NAWFEST- a white water kayaking festival ( Read more... )

Tonight he said he loved me. Its amazing.

I don't think you realize the effect you have over me. It fucking hurts, it hurts to be this vulnerable and I don't like it so why should I do it. If I can't make you feel better for one day then why am I doing this. Your words crush things that are unseen.Why does it have to be so complicated, I want to make you feel what I am feeling. You're not ( Read more... )

I once read some where that this is how it happens, it is talked about and suddenly there you are. I am scared and I am nervous and he knows it's deeper than packages of pills on my nightstand, he feels the same way. It just takes time. Time and we shall see.

I hate to be ridiculous but I miss my boyfriend like whoa

So I got a UTI, and yeah it sucked

So in honor of the last day of classes I thought I would do a summary of the semester. So I'll recap ( Read more... )

Trading in that hard-headed kid, for a woman I can give to him....