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Some of my closest friends are telling me to go ahead and do something. I just can't bring myself to do it, though. No matter what I tell myself before hand. Even if I drink, which usually gets me doing things I don't usually do, and gets me caring less, I still can't do it. I freeze up, every single time. This is pathetic.

One would think I'd have learned to not read into things too much and get over-excited about something. Then again, one would think I'd have learned to not do other things that generally don't turn out well for me, but apparently I still do them. The choice I have is either actually try to make a change in myself, or just accept these things and ( Read more... )

Tonight, Sunday June 3rd at 9 pm, Haunting Ground (my band) is playing its second show at the Brighton Bar. Be there or be square.

Some of you may have heard about my road trip. The huge one involving several days of driving. I'm in day 4 right now, at a hotel in Roanoke Rapids, North Carolina. For those who don't know (or want to be reminded), here's the deal ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be unpacking and sorting the last of my stuff from school, but I have absolutely no motivation right now. The last thing I want to do is spend all this time inside when I could be out enjoying the weather and being home. No one ever said you didn't have to pay your dues though. And it's not like this is something terrible. I just ( Read more... )

Watching seasons 1 and 2 of the Office within the space of a week or so was really sweet. Except for the fact that now, the wait of a week between episodes seems way too long. I need more, dammit.

Oh, and I'm home for the summer. Time to get the band going again. Asses are waiting to be kicked.

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This damned cycle of wanting what I can't have has gotten to the point where I wonder how comfortable I am with it. If I somehow achieved a state of not wanting what I can't have, would I then feel emptiness over not having that desire? Or is that even possible? I guess if I didn't want, I wouldn't miss anything because how could I miss what I don' ( Read more... )

I wish my drummer would be better at committing to things, that way we'd know sooner rather than later if playing a sweet show at Starland in June is feasible or not.