I highly doubt that anyone ever reads this, yet I'll still post for my own pleasure. I consider myself to be a big time late bloomer. Since I was little it always took me a little longer to get the hang of things but once I got on my game, I was at the top of the chain. Now that i realize it i have nothing to loose but a whole word to gain. Again ( Read more... )

i simply love life. everything about it. with heartbreak, loss, death, and any other negative aspects of it, along comes its counterpart such as love, new friendships and new family members. everything and everyone is fitting into their place in life, yet im still lost. oh well, i guess im just a wanderer, and hopefully i'll wander myself into your ( Read more... )

its a new year. change is necessary, change is inevitable. youre too ignorant to notice what you are doing to yourself.

anyways. i need a job asap. fuck smoking pot. i love working out.

never in a million years would i have ever wished such an ordeal upon you, but it happened, and i hate the fact that i cant do much about it. im glad you decided to have me back in your life, and to give me the privilage to let me try to cheer you up truly lightens my spirits. i see the end of the tunnel now and this depression is passing. time to ( Read more... )

your voice embedded in my memory ( Read more... )

puttin it all into perspective ( Read more... )

Aaaahhhh!!!! what a surprise to have you stroll in to my life again like that! after "bout a year" it was such a relief. you say its been less, but i honestly dont remember at all. you have lifted my spirits with your sincerity and jokes, regardless of how subtle they are. with all honesty, i wish you the best.

So i went to the recruiter monday. i was almost convinced and signed on the spot but i had a little common sense running around my brain after the practice test they gave me. i dropped out of school again tho..HA. my dad hates me, and my mom doesnt know anything. i think what i will end up doing will be get a job,asap. then after i settle in, pay a ( Read more... )

Waking up and realizing that it was Thanksgiving today, it was'nt until that instant that i realized that this year is almost over. For the past 5 years of my life I have searched in vain to find my place in life. It has always been in the back of my mind, but never once did it seem right until now. I have been convinced by a major influence in my ( Read more... )

even though i lost you, i feel like i came out a winner out of the situation. i love how you always considered yourself to be superior to me, and in the end i realize how pathetic you are. you left, you came back, and you realized how stupid you were. he called it all. hilarious. i hate and love life at the same time.