so i finally got the nerve to ask dabney what was goin on between us and this completely caught him off guard. basically he really likes me, but cant get into a commitment right now (he's trying to over come codependency issues - trying to be a more independent person). besides that he said he likes to take things really slow and not label them for ( Read more... )

its fucking freezing outside. ok, not really - its like 40 something. but still the wind chill has to be in the 20s. the guys' tent keeps threatening to blow over, i'm glad i'm no longer sitting under it ( Read more... )

last night was amazing. ok picture this... an old english style stone cottage up in the north carolina mountains. it even has latches instead of door knobs! full of books and antiques, paintings and photographs. a stone slab porch with ivy and forestry everywhere and a picture perfect view of the mountians. an old wooden table set for four, candles ( Read more... )

i've got good news and i've got bad... so i'm going to provide lj cuts this way you can pick which one you wish to read first... gotta love me! -sam-

( the good... )

ok so its sunday night... and no call at all from dabney. ashley says not to hold it against him. so i'm thinking... a small dosage of silent/cold shoulder treatment... to see if he remembers... let him sweat it for a bit. then go back to the porch. i told ash that i wasnt going to be on the porch tomorrow between classes and she about flipped but ( Read more... )

get a load of this - isnt this the biggest load of polite bullshit you've ever... read?

Me: hi
Her: hi
Me: how ya doin?
Her: fine
Her: can i be honest with you
Me: always
Her: i'm not ignoring you, i thought if i could become friends with people from my past that things would be more normal for me, but i was wrong, i want to leave my past at ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

mom's on vacation for 2 weeks ( Read more... )

ever been so incredibly sick for so long that u eventually cant help but laugh?! hehehe... yea thats me right now. i've been seriously naesous all week, throwing up a lot, stomach ache like u wouldnt believe. my dad's bottle of pepto bismol is my new best friend even though now i cant even hold that down. any way... yea... now i'm all like "**gag ( Read more... )

SHAKESPEARE USES THE WORD WOOT IN THIS PLAY!!!

lmao. ok so he spells it WOO'T... and it's slang for wilst... but still. reading shakespeare and finding "woo't" makes reading it so much more enjoyable.