I'm moving down to Lakewood on August 1st. If you want to see me before then, leave me a comment or call my cell and I will find a way to see you. Love you all and I'll miss you terribly!!! XOXOXO, Me

Does anybody else BESIDES me have panic attacks?!???? I feel like I'm going crazy. =(

Ahhh.......I'm serioiusly ahhh, nevermind.....I give up trying to get attention. The only person whose attention I'll worry about now is Jon. If you want my attention, you get to come to me. I'm so tired of trying to go the extra mile. This isn't aimed at any one person, but just at people in general. I feel fuckin left out of so much junk. I work ( Read more... )

I had such a wonderful weekend. My guy came home from Iraq a few days ago and I got to spend sunday night, monday and this morning with him. I couldn't get enough of being in his arms and him treating me like a princess. This morning we had to bring him to the airport though so that he could go back to Iraq. I'm not gonna get into anything mushy, ( Read more... )

I love how things are right now, my lil sister is pissed at me for "making" her give her mom a hug when he mom was crying. Yep, pretty sad when you need someone to tell you that you should give some compassion. I'm keeping so much information that she's told me and that I know to myself. But what's to stop me from exploding?? I'm on the verge and ( Read more... )

So I realized that I haven't updated in a while. For starters, Ash and I went to the beach on Thursday and I ended up getting this intense sunburn *tear* which made it so that I couldn't wear straps of any kind. It's a little better now, but I still hurt. On to some funny stuff, last night, my lil bro and I went skating at the skate deck and there ( Read more... )

It's insane how it takes an accident or something extreme sometimes to realize how much you really care for a person. A friend of mine name unknown, got in a little accident and I was so worried that he was seriously injured. Luckily he is okay, but I sure realized how much I care about him as a friend/brother. One of you knows who this person is. ( Read more... )

-feel worthless now
-fucked up with ash
-am all alone
-met some guy at 3 am at denny's
-miss al
-need money
-wish that i could run away....far far away.
-Fuck, I could run away.....maybe I will.....nobody would miss me anyways.....or at least that's how I feel

"you latch on to any guy that comes along" ....... ouch.....right to the core. It's fucked up the way that some people think that they know me. He doesn't know my past, and doesn't know me. Doesn't know my circumstances, but seems to be able to say these things as if he knows me. For some reason this guy has learned how to hit my core feelings to ( Read more... )

So I'm over at Ashy's daddy's house right now, mingling on the computer. We just got done eating, yum yum YUMMMM!!! So I got to see my Lyss today!! I love you darlin! Ash, I'm really happy for you sweetheart! So tonight I'm takin Bubba to the mall with me. He's got money that's burning a hole in his pocket. I'm not sure but Ash and Charli might ( Read more... )