i'm not in the mood to sleep....

school seemed like it would never end today. i loved coming back to people knowing my buisness, ugh...i hate that...

came home and did homework for what seemed like forever, me & my brother got into a huge argument, it was stupid but i guess in some way hes trying to protect me?? even though he wasn't right. went to ( Read more... )

hmm...so i wake up this morning to the sound of my ride to school honking for me...so mike took me to school at like the end of first and i felt like poop so he picked me back up after fourth and was all pissed off cause i made him late for work...i feel bad. came home, slept for like an hour and 1/2 till i wake up to rachel screaming my name to ( Read more... )

fun night.

i missed vik.

fuck jobs.

i'm so tired.

..but can't sleep.

blah.

i cant even explain how i feel.

depressed is the best word i guess i can come up with.

i dont know what's wrong with me.

nothing makes me happy anymore.

i dont understand.

i just want to cry.

so everythings really aggrivating right now. i hate how people twist shit you say around and then when you confront them about it "they didnt say anything" and are all eager to fix stuff when they shouldnt have fucked things up to begin with. ugh people these days just really bother me. and im not trying to sound all innocent eaither like i never ( Read more... )

??...did you ever wanna say something but you didn't, then later you regret not saying it, and then pretty soon it just becomes one big daily routine...??

i dunno i'm probably just weird....then again i know i am so, o well, w/e, lol

things are aggrivating...

...its no fun

goobye and goodnight...

ugh!!!

why is everyone/thing so fucking gay?!?!

hmm ill start with last sun. to make people happy lol. slept over this kid ed's house to drink with rach, matt, gerry, andy, mike, justin, amato, and obviously ed...me and rach didnt really drink as much i dunno y. everyone else did, a few people threw up but i dunno if i should go there lol. me rach and gerry took a trip to shoprite at like 1am ( Read more... )

well MB was fun i didnt get to go bungee jumping so i was bummed about it for a while but other than that it was kool. fun times. a few bad but other than that it was good. feels kinda good to be home though.

today had to wake up bright and early for work :o/  i started doing my own tables & it  was gay too much responsibility. lol

came home ( Read more... )

ok so hmm...really odd things have been going on latly... everythings really just uhh strange i guess. people are just really weird latly and its just really different. ::trying to be vague:: so anyway i really wish MB was next week. summers gonna be like over by the time i get back but there'll definitly b a party at the rock residence b4 its over ( Read more... )