again i find myself wishing that romance were more obvious. There seem to be few things worse than being trapped in the limbo that is uncertainty. perhaps it's pride that holds me back. perhaps it's fear. whatever it is, i hate it. i hate not knowing. thinking about how this could become a wonderful thing, or how it could destroy what already is.

yeah, so i just saw G.I. Jane. it was pretty intense. made me want to get stronger. and then, same day, my dad reminds me that i have 5 and a half months till i test. which is scary. so i decided i need to train. alot. serious training. aka, burry myself in squat thrusts and chinese situps. my harest subject in school ends on thursday. so i'll have ( Read more... )

well, it's a cold day. Snow hides the earth, and fog veils the snow. so i'm sitting in my cold little den, feeling unproductive. but hey. i decided to update in my journal... but i don't really have anything productive to write about.... Damnit. this is why i don't write my college essays. fucking creative leak ( Read more... )

i'm honestly a little duiscusted with myself for filling this whole thing out... it took so damn long. i could have been like... saving injured kittens or something... oh what the hell ( Read more... )

i couldn't stop thinking about you ( Read more... )

f-u-c-k-e-d

what's that spell?

FUCKED

have a nice day

i saw a play the other day called "Almost Maine." the play involved little sections about love. one of them was about two guys named Randy and Chad. Randy and Chad start out as best friends. it's clear throughout the skit that they go well together, and understand eachother wonderfully. Chad voices this, also adding that Randy is the only person he ( Read more... )

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