do people want to start looking for halloween stuff with me? i have a list of everything i need. theres also a vintage costume shop by my apartment that looks pretty neat. im thinking of going shopping then trying to put some stuff together on sunday since im off. would anyone be interested in hanging out?it would have to be sunday because im ( Read more... )

I really hate the new destinys child song cater 2 u. first of all, why not spell out the words, girls? second of all, it's a horrible song. im really bummed because i've liked all the other singles from the new album. i always sing "i like them boys up top from the BK" to my friend Bryan because his initials are BK. i bet it gets pretty ( Read more... )

hi i havent updated this thing in forever. what's going on, peeps? i have to go to work in like an hour, that really sucks. what's going on this weekend? i have to go to a wedding tomorrow. im excited though because i have a really cute MK like outfit to wear. but not as extreme. not like heroin addicted dumpster diving clothes, just kind of ( Read more... )

if it wasn't for school, living at home, ¬ making enough money, i would be perfectly happy right now ( Read more... )

because i was sooo sleepy &didnt want to move. that's not a reason to not go to class. i need to get it together. so im excited about friday. i kind of want to wear a costume. except, ew that just madem e think of furries- you know people who have sex in big furry animal costumes. WHO DOES THAT? i need some coffee &i need to stop eating so ( Read more... )

i hate when im driving home after a night of drinking i think of good ideas for writing. then i lose it because i just pass out because im exhausted, &hung over already ( Read more... )

my freshman year at eastern i was obsessed with this older guy named Nick Camfield. He was the lead in The Importance of Being Earnest. I remember I was attracted to him initially because of the way he smoked. I was also pretty sure we had brief eye sex in the hall. I even looked up his name in the EIU directory to find out where he lived. I ( Read more... )

but remember when i had friends &they wanted to hang out with me? im tired of either sitting at home or sitting in matts basement every night. i want to go out, dance, meet new people, have fun. i guess im going to have to do it by myself. lame.

Sea Chanty by Gregory Corso

My mother hates the sea

my sea especially

I warned her not to

it was all I could do

Two years later

the sea ate her

Upon the shore I found a strange

yet beautiful food

I asked the sea if I could eat it

and it said that I could

-Oh, sea, what fish is this

so tender and so sweet?

-Thy mother's feet