wow, so i kinda forgot all about my journal..haha....time to get back to it again i guess...so, umm, yeah, just a random thought of mine for the night...i cant wait to go home for thanksgiving and see my brother, run a couple calls (damn,i really miss riding the truck), and strangly enough, i miss the smell of my nomex gear...what i wouldnt give to ( Read more... )

So I don’t know about this whole being home thing. I guess maybe it is sad that I actually miss MMA and really can’t wait to go back in the fall, but whatever. Unfortunately, I have this feeling that it isn’t so much me loving school, but that I hate where I live. My parents asked me when I got home Monday night what I want to do when I graduate, ( Read more... )

So, now that I have just driven around aimlessly with Steve and mike trying to find something to do, but couldn’t, I guess I will do a little update and then head off to bed so I can get up early and pack all my not so much crap up and study for my last final of the semester. I definitely am doing really well this semester. I got a B in Shakespeare ( Read more... )

"Goodnight Saigon ( Read more... )

Hmm, so it has been awhile since I last updated. Well, I can say goodbye to being a teenager for start. I had a great birthday; definitely no complaints. Since I have no Thursday classes, and my parents and sister were up for the week I took a special lib and got out of MMA. It was soooo great to sleep till 11 and not have to get up for mofo, etc. ( Read more... )

Ok, so it is definitely official this time…my time with the Andover Township Volunteer Fire Department has ended. The lies, harassment, and abuse I have received for 2 years reached an all time low last night. When I am accused of doing something on a call I wasn’t even at (I was at school, 5 hours from home) and also the officers don’t feel my ( Read more... )

DEEEEEP BREATH...WOOZAA
I don't need anger management, honest!

Ok, so I haven’t had any heart issues for a good month until this morning. I’m sitting in physics, kinda dozing off and happy as good be cuz I got all my homework correct and I did good on my quiz from Friday and my heart went into like hyper speed for no reason what so ever. Not cool at all. Wont lie, I was scared ( Read more... )

So my grandmother came up to our house for Easter. It was really good to see her as always, but I am definitely worried about her. Her health has significantly deteriorated since I stayed overnight with her in February. As much as it hurts to say this, I have a real bad feeling that I wont ever get to spend another time with her like I did 2 months ( Read more... )

So I must say I have had a rather pleasant weekend at home. The family has been in a good mood for once and I got to run both fire and squad calls. Granted they were very early yesterday morning, but it was definitely worth losing the sleep. It felt wonderful to get my fire gear on and take the ride in the truck. And to top it all off, after the ( Read more... )