mono fucken sucks. and my b-day is on monday. and i just want to jump of the roof because mono is very painful. and i misss everyone. im going to school on monday no matter how sick i am b/c im not spending my b-day alone.

anyways
here the new one: http://oliface.livejournal.com/

i really wish i could sing right now because im really into this song time after time like its eating me alive and if only i could sing something so beautiful. haha that reminds me of that one movie. im not going to lie i am having a very hard time timeing and that mean typing in dxlysic shit i hope i spelled that right. like thats really funny. ( Read more... )

today is the day i leave u in yesterday. goodbye. im over it. i think. i hope. i am.

does LJ delete old entries??? anyways all i can say is wensday night was :-D
this signal life is kind of pretty amazing.

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

i dont get it i dont understand this fuck i feel sick and numb and i just wanna lay in bed and cry, this is awful.

last night i was awaked with the realiztion that there might not be an after life and i spent the next 15 minutes crying. what is the point of breathing if when i die i dont get to see the ones i love anymore. i might as well not love anyone.

niki: is there any more of this normal chicken?
isaac: what?
niki:isaac look at this chicken u see the brown cripys on it? thats normal chicken.

lmao

niki:"2 plus 4 equals 8"
carman"uh no its 4"
me: "um 6"
carmen:".... ooo yea"

haha last night was AWESOME

the reasons i love beasley
great quotes from last night

"What the hell! i wanted white icecream!.... yum this is good tho"
"what kind did you order then?"
"cocolate...DAMNIT!"

"are we going to grandma's house?"

shit there was more o well ill rememeber later.