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the craziness that is the insides of my head
So right now is one of those too many thoughts in my head moments, so I thought that I’d fix that by getting them all out of my head and onto paper…errr into cyberspace, so hence the way too sporadic live journal update.
So I’ve decided that I’m not just going to double major in GCD and physiology, but I’ll get a dual degree by getting a BS and ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
so i am totally a lyrics person, and for some reason these lyrics just really appeal to me/fit my mood right now. so ya, totally pointless entry, but for some reason, i feel like posting these here. oh and they're all from new found glory's "coming home" cd.
You have my heart in your hands
You have my heart so don't, don't let it go
Check my ( Read more... ) -
review and renewal
well so after several hours of fretting and a very long conversation with my dad about grades, which i finally showed him today by the way, he finally agreed. he's going to pay for my next semester's tuition. thank god. i feel like i have this humungous weight lifted off of my shoulders. i just had to promise that if i get a c in anything that ( Read more... ) -
done
i am done. yay! i just finished my last final and my hellish day. o chem and physics. the first from 1:30 to 4:30 and the latter from 6:30 to 10:30. i am so ready to relax and not think for 3 weeks. i fly back to ca on wed night and then i get to see amanda! yay! that's all for now bec my brain is mush right now and not making coherent -
fun little time waster
this is stolen from jessie's journal ( Read more... ) -
headed for a breakdown
god, i have no idea what i am going to do when i come from school with out my 3.0. i wanna cry. i've worked so hard an my parents just do see that. they only see a number and that's all that matters. i am not perfect. i'm not ther person that i was in hs that had a gpa almost a whole point heigher. i just wanna die. i can't repay student ( Read more... ) -
running on empty
so it's time for some song lyrics of the moment, and well here we are. the song of the moment is "lunacy frindge" by the used, and let me just say that it's awesome and perfectly drescribes the craziness that i feel. mosty it's just the running on empty parts.
Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a ( Read more... ) -
thanksgiving
so guess who feels homesick...yup it's me. god it was thanksgiving that did it to me too. all of that being with your family stuff that just...well...made me miss mine. ya i know, i'm a complete hypocrite bec when i'm there i can't wait to leave and now that i'm here i just really want to be there. i am really just a screwed up person. but ya ( Read more... ) -
next semester's schedual
so i know that it's been a really long time since i've done this, and for that i apollogize, but well sometimes life just happens and then i have no time for like anything. so anyways, i registered for classes today and here's the plan for next semester. it'll suck, but ya what can you do. at least i got into all of the classes that i wanted, ( Read more... ) -
computer issues
i spilled water on my keyboard today and now the shift, cap's lock, and tab (all are the last keys on the left side)don't work. i wanna cry. i so don't have the money to buy a new computer and i can't ask my parents because they don't have the money either. i already have to ask them to pay the $4,000 for me to study abroad, since i probably ( Read more... )