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And so it hits me...They do not agree and then they approve. They hate so viciously then they accept. They take it away and then what? They leave the rest for me. I am not a child. I have grown with them in the same regards. This is why they accepted and approved. And so it hits me. They are both God damned 'Eidetekers.' I have never wanted to hurt ( Read more... )

Let us not forget our old friend CONTEXT. I bet she is feeling left out right about now. There was so much more I said...Nichole...I told you what I felt and how I feel...Nikki...I told you how I felt and how I feel. I may anger and confound people but I am not evil ( Read more... )

So about half a year ago I brought an idea up to the guys. It was completely and utterly laughed at and rejected. In passing I mention it to Samantha and three days later she says everyone loves the idea. So I figured I will get a consensus appeal ( Read more... )

The Logos has struck again. And in the most crucial form. There was no warning. There was no sadness. There wasn't even the usual darkness in the beginning. This WAS a warning. And I know what he means by it. But for once, I refuse to listen. And despite my endless fear for the time being, I am glad that I made the decision. Let us just wait and ( Read more... )

It is the fifth period of the day and to my left I hear the worst word ever uttered. Screw the context of the word, any way it is used, it is horrid. ...grand... The second the word was uttered I sank. Has anyone else noticed that anyone who ever starts to get close to me ends up getting hurt by my childlike ignorance? Every goddam person I touch ( Read more... )

Last night was the first time in months that I fell asleep before eleven o' clock. I was shocked, amazed, ecstatic and sick. I woke p this morning to the sound of my own moaning. I ran to the bathroom where I proceeded to to vomit for days. Six times to be exact,; two of which were a mixture of blood and bile. So you think that is gross do you? It ( Read more... )

For the record...I have no memory at all of last night's entry. Thanks Jason and Dennis.

So today has been a day of revelations. I received a lovely emotional blow to the cerebellum...luckily I have severed any lost remains of that part of my brain. I found various scratches on my hand. Every single lashing is unaccounted for to this very moment. There were smaller adaptations to this theme but they are too insignificant to make ( Read more... )

It seems that the recent obsession with people is insanity. More specifically clinically diagnosed ones. For the people who have been talking about it lately...I hope you are serious. For if you are not and you just have some weird perversion/fetish for this kind of thing you have lost face not only in my eyes but in all the people who read your ( Read more... )