some shit thats been drilling into my head lately blew up in my fucking face....And i guess i deserve it.Nothing good has been happening at all...my head hurts so bad cuz of some shit i thought about at the party. Fuck nothing ever works out in my favor.i guess i deserve that too....if it were for people having bad luck with this shit then peopel ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say ( Read more... )

I'm standing there
a hole in my chest
I'm holding the gun
but your fingers on the trigger
you killed me
This moment of pure peace between us
is the best
we ever had
I look into your eyes and say
Thanks for freeing me i needed to get away....

but all legends rise again someday

Glamorous indie rock and roll ( Read more... )

Its been a while since i updated...and nothing really happened. I got an nvidia fx5500 for the dell. For all of you who dont know what i'm talkin about it makes it run games better. I had to do some major work so that i could actauly use it but hell its worth it i guess. Tomorrow we are gettin rotc pictures done and then thursday we have off then ( Read more... )

Today i got the killers cd,and everyone abandoned me...leavin me alone and bored.I need more friends, even if i had more friends i doubt they would ever include me in anything they do...man i wish i wasnt alive sometimes.......no one would realize iwas gone so it really wouldnt make a difference ( Read more... )

Coming out of my cage ( Read more... )

Don't you make a move tonight ( Read more... )

well george W won the election...i really thought nader would pull thru, o well ( Read more... )

sometimes people say they live for the chase, the chase to find the perfect one.....they search so much they dont realize she's been there the whole time....but if you act one way all the sudden and scare her off, the chase is on again. But this time its a different chase...most the time you can win this one...so you should just give up right? I ( Read more... )