AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

[searchforaname]

i need to scream, cry, or vomit,
just something as a release.
but all that happens is my chest just tightens a little more than normal
and i find myself doing some breathing exercises.
so much responsibility that i can't even handle it.

my world seems to slowly crumble.
i just keep running around putting poles up
 so that the sky doesn't crush me.

there's

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[madteenmind]

of course you can do something about it. share the load. ask for help. have some personal time. & yes, scream if you want :) who says you can't? i do it while driving on the freeway with music blazin' :D

i recently read a book called Mastery of Love: a practical guide to the art of relationship by Don Miguel Ruiz. it has an interesting perspective on a way to view life. it basically says you are responsible for your happiness. never put your happiness in someone else's hands cuz your heart can create any amount of love. happiness is the result of love coming out of YOU, no one else can MAKE you happy.

life can get tough but it doesn't have to be a struggle. i'm telling you this cuz sometimes it's easy to loose track of what's really important in life. that is to be happy (or something that's important to you) knowing some of what you've been through, i know you can get through whatever that's stressing you out. go kevin! :) woo hoooo!

[searchforaname]

thanks for the advice esther. things are a little better right now. there were just a lot of bills + trying to make too many life changing/ future altering decisions that had/have to be dealt with.
but anywho, thanks again <3