My life is falling apart, and I feel like it is a dream.  I just want this all to stop but it seems to never end.  when I think I hit bottom, I fall even more.  Each time deeper and deeper.  It is hard for me to see the light now.  Why do I feel this way?  I married the wrong man and I am admitting it now. I was lost in his lies, and couldn't see ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in here for a long time, because I really didn't have anything to say. or really think that any one would care what i say. I am alone in my own thoughts, and they are killing me ( Read more... )

welcome back yay me!!
i was reading profiles today on Facethejury.com and here are a few that stood out to me..

HippieMagic
Have you ever wondered why, when you ask someone what they would do during a zombie outbreak, everyone replies with how they would survive?

If you really think about it 90% of the world's population would most likely be a ( Read more... )

how can some one tell another person they wish they would die?  I was told that... my husband of 4 years told me that he wished that I would die because HIS son doesn't need someone like me in his life. and that he is too young to remember me anyways...

Will I ever get way from this man

... Hmmmm what a day it has been!! I get to quit my job that I so very much hate!! yeah I hope this new one will help out in my depression. yeah I been stressed out! I was never a stressed person, I usely just sit in a room alone and talk to the walls... yeah but I got into the drama of having friends! What a BIG drama that is.. I was alot ( Read more... )

I love the feeling of my head resting on your lap as we sit on the kitchen floor. You brush my hair, away from my eyes behind my ear. You're touch was so gentle, it gave me comfort and our souls connected ( Read more... )

yeah I had somewhat of a good day at work, had to work with my whore of a manger Jenn, all she did wad talk about getting drunk. Drunk I remember those days. Where I would forget all the pain and drink. That sounds really good right now! And I am tempted to do it. I been sober of drinking for almost a year and I am trying to keep it like that ( Read more... )

Once I was happy and once I was Proud! But now I am just sitting alone on the computer. Just thinking about ways to improve my mood and ways to be happy again. What was it that the last time that I was happy was living with brit and missy in the CP Dorms. There I was myself not trying to impress or be someone that I am not. But today i guess ( Read more... )

Really, can someone tell me.. what is it about me? My love of my life justin breaks up with me, months later he tells me how much he wants me back! All these guys that i come in contact with and they don't want to be with me at first! but later one I get the an Im from them telling me that they made a mistake and want to work things out and ( Read more... )