Comments | searym: hmmm.. what is supposed to be a great week

searym

hmmm.. what is supposed to be a great week

Mar 21, 2004 21:57

got promoted to varsity track.

made peer leadership

gettin' a job

found out i'm getting a car for my 16th b-day

got a medal at my track meet

but i haven't felt this low since last year.

i feell.. at the moment... worthless... mediocre.. just not good enough for anyone. god damnit. no matter what i do its just NOT good enough for anyone.

Comments 12

kaykee March 22 2004, 18:31:04 UTC

where are you gettin a job?

searym April 5 2004, 19:47:45 UTC

i apllied at pott wat, and they called me to hires me and were gonna hires me, but then they were all like oh you're not 16 screw off, and i was all like whoops self esteem shot down. oh weeelll we shall see how i am going to make car payments lol.. yeah what car??? we'll see.

dont worry crissy! anonymous March 23 2004, 18:52:35 UTC

hi crissy! well...dont be sad! please? i still think your good enough for everything... plus your hair looked really cool an strait and ..not curly... yeah... but if anyone is making yo feel like that, its only because they feel like that an make themslves feel better by makng oher peoples lives miserable.... so be happy! cuz they are feelin justas bad, or worse, and most likely they deserve it..

Re: dont worry crissy! anonymous March 26 2004, 11:25:42 UTC

who wrote this?

Re: dont worry crissy! searym April 5 2004, 19:49:15 UTC

haha yeah who is this? you're a very random, very pleasant person, none the less.

~weaves

ex_brika March 24 2004, 20:06:56 UTC

Hey chrissy, its erika! dont worry sweetie...work tour is in..2days now? is that right? annndd it'll be a blast! we can party hard! .. without alcohol, drugs, and of course *smooching* and you can win your man back! ..or at least reunite with an old friend ! ..thats fun too..right? lol okay well im bustin' this joint LATER

oohhhhhhhh and good job on your varsity meet!! i did not at ALL mean to make u feel down about urself..i was just wondering what the deal was with mel and kaylee..and all those uberly fast people that r finally gettin their bootys back in track where they belong! you're an amazing runner!..but dont take that to your head dear! haha ok im leavng for real now..bye!

PSYCh lol sorry thought of ONE more thing! good job on peer leadership buddy!!! whooo! quite the accomplishment with what 130 girls applying?? nice work!

searym April 5 2004, 19:46:06 UTC

hehe erika i like you!

yes worktour was super duduper splantasterific!! except, there was smooching, there was drugs, and there was suicide attempts!! BUT all in all, what a good week, no??? That was totally what I needed, I think all of us actually, and it was a good time. However, now i miss every from GF! I miss jake, schmeegs, sabrina, will, tommy, kyle(meh kinda), kazaa kinda sarah, and of course I miss YOU! But I get to see you in ICB which will of course be a blast. AND AND AND!!! we picked out a skirt today! It was super duper splantasterific, and yousa very skinny. my mom actually mentioned that after you left. she was all like "Did erika lose weight?" and I was all like, "no" but i was just kidding, cause you do look super skindiderific. ANYWAYS call me buddy IT'll BE A TOTAL PARTY!!!!

~Weaves

anonymous March 29 2004, 16:14:38 UTC

look, the way I see it you're just fishing for comps, ohh let me list all of my great qualities and then talk about how they're still not good enough!!! you make me sick! GET OVER YOURSELF

searym April 5 2004, 19:41:04 UTC

haha!!! you're a bitch. if you don't want to hear about my super duper stupendous attributes then don't read my livejournal YA DUMBASS!!!!

have a nice day

love,
super-talented me

searym June 2 2004, 09:10:20 UTC

amanda that wasn't very nice at all!!!

~Chrissy

OMG YOU ARE THE COOLEST anonymous May 14 2004, 08:25:59 UTC

wow chrissy it is so fun to read a live journal that talks about how great you are! fun for all eh? do u have a good time communicating with people through comments? but its a free country you can write what you want in your live journal...meaning...i can write commments about how pitiable and what a useless person you are!!!

Re: OMG YOU ARE THE COOLEST searym May 19 2004, 04:35:49 UTC

gosh this comment seems a bit redundant? having a couple problems with originality there my friend?? i thought with all that free time on your hands even YOU could write at least two different comments on two different occasions. So now its my turn to be a bit redundant and say OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GET A LIFE!!!!!