I was about to head out the door to yet another summer bonfire, which have proven to be very fun, but a song came on my media player, and it was one of those songs that puts you in one of those moods because it reminds you of one of those times, and I felt the compulsive need to sit down and write. That lead me here. What better place to write ( Read more... )

So its the night of sadies right.. and for the first time in my life I seem to be lacking a date to the dance. Then I says to myself, I says self- you don't have to take this. You needn't be a slave to the conforming pressure and the duties of upstanding society- rebel! I'm such a god damn rebell for not going to this dance. 100% bad ass non- ( Read more... )

THINGS THAT MAKE ME EVER SO HAPPY ( Read more... )

got promoted to varsity track.

made peer leadership

gettin' a job

found out i'm getting a car for my 16th b-day

got a medal at my track meet

but i haven't felt this low since last year.

i feell.. at the moment... worthless... mediocre.. just not good enough for anyone. god damnit. no matter what i do its just NOT good enough for anyone.

this is so utterly confusing. I hate it. NOt that i just hate confusion, but i hate the whole situation in general. Its like, my high expectations- which are normally rewarded- are now becoming the death of me. Me and chris are breaking up, or i think we are. I can't even be sure anymore. We've like, BEEN breaking up the past couple of days. ( Read more... )

mrs. havens is such a bitch. her son is completely out of control, and when he is under my hair at MY house it is completely unreasonable that she leave me with him and expect me to deal with her spoiled little faggot hellion. She came in asked to "talk to me in the other room" about my "treatment of her son" So what i kicked him. if hes gonna go ( Read more... )

I feel bad, because I'm extremely spoiled and far too lucky for my own good.. but WHATEVER! I just had the best weeked of MY LIFE! Goodness gracious mee oh my somebody cut me some pumpkin pie! On valentines day I had a track meet, I know bad timing right? But it was all good. I got 2nd place in my race, and beat the time of one of the girls on ( Read more... )

oh boy oh boy oh boy!!! my genetic interview is next! I'm so ascared! I really should be studying for it instead of doing this, but nelson gave me such a great tasting cookie that I had to sit down and enjoy it while writing an LJ entry. I just finished with track, and probably one of the hardest work outs in a LONG time. Whoa! BABY! It was like ( Read more... )

wow.. petland is cool. I like petland. I met my best friend there! her name is gal. The attendants let me and chris take gal out and play with her in the puppy room. shes a little tiny golden retriever... and i love her. She kept trying to jump over my leg but getting caught, and was slipping all over the ground and nibbling on me and chris ( Read more... )

wow.. petland is cool. I like petland. I met my best friend there! her name is gal. The attendants let me and chris take gal out and play with her in the puppy room. shes a little tiny golden retriever... and i love her. She kept trying to jump over my leg but getting caught, and was slipping all over the ground and nibbling on me and chris ( Read more... )