"Eventually you'll realize that you're alone. Not alone socially, but alone in the sense that all of these thoughts and images and ideas in your head can never really be accessed by anyone else. You're cursed to play narrator, protagonist, and judge behind the curtain of your behavior. Your words float up and pop like bubbles in the water while ( Read more... )

friends only.

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i need more hours in the day. i need this stupid 8-5pm job. i need all my friends to be treated how they should be. i wish i could make everyone happy.

i don't want to stop trying, but you already have. i'd rather you tell me if i did something wrong than ignore meeeeeee

honestly, i feel happier than i ever have. all my friends are so fucking great, i don't have to worry about money or anything serious right now, i have plans to move out soon enough, my parents are on vacation for awhile, and i just have time to realize how much i appreciate everything.

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it's like if i don't call you, we'd probably never talk again.

we can be good when it's convenient for you. i guess that's how it'll always be.

i'm moving back home for at least next year.
i hate money and i just want my own place.

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