Having moved out of my apartment about two weeks back and back into my parents house for the time being, I find that I am growing weary of the situation altogether. No peace, no quiet. I can't meditate, and the only for of solitude that I can get is through sitting either outside or in my car chain smoking. That and sleep. The waking days are, for ( Read more... )

Dull, aching throbs felt deep inside the base of the skull, inside the folds, pulsating thoughts. A kind, gentle spirit that threatens to fall to ash at a brush of breeze ( Read more... )

My body feels like a cage nowadays, trapping me in this world, on this land, and beneath they sky. The atmosphere is heavy and my shoulder slump under its weight, causing my posture to suffer. I feel older than should and have woes that I should not. I have friends that aren't truly nice and few, I think, that are kind. I want more than anything ( Read more... )

My dreams are large, they are immovable pillars that support and sustain my existence, but they are cracking, in a subtle way, chipping away chipping away chipping away. Having found a phrase for my circumstance upon reading, I was born under a bell jar, and I live under a bell jar. In need of fresh air, I thrust my clenched fists of hands through ( Read more... )

It overjoys me that we now share a creative outlet that I am extremely passionate about, one that I see you are developing a strong passion for as well. I enjoy the fact that sharing this opens up doors through which we can reform a bond of friendship ( Read more... )

The days between my posts in this journal have been eventful yet uneventful. Inspiration has been reinstilled in me and I find myself being abundantly creative and artistic nowadays. I started on a collage the other day and though it is not yet complete, I am excited about finishing it. I have also been taking a lot of photographs lately, film and ( Read more... )

I will have more to say tomorrow, ehh, today, after I wake up, read my tarot, and then take care of some business.

One person can make me want for the elimination of the human race in it's entirety and then one individual comes along in a spotlight of existential beauty.

They tend to have sad, yet beaming smiles as and when they go away, and then i wait for the cycle to repeat itself.

"I need an easy friend". This is true, but I'm not entirely sure that I know how to have one. I don't want to ruin something that I would like to have, a friendship with this girl. I've haven't had a close friend that is a girl in a while, and I feel that I need that in my existence. All of my close friends are guys, three especially that I ( Read more... )

I'm still around and I have my life somewhat under control. In actuality, I am in, and have been in, good spirits lately. There isn't much that I want to talk about in this post. Most of the things that have occurred in my days since my last post on here I am tired of talking about or I don't want to reiterate because I have already told the ( Read more... )