i turn 21 soon! and rich and autumn are postponing their hawaii trip to come to nj for it. i love them so much ( Read more... )

this world is full of crashing bores and i must be one.

want to be happier something is not right with me

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so we got another winter rental! i'm living with erica and chelsey. the house is amazing. it's big and beautiful and only 700 a month! i can't wait. i want to move in asap. i have a feeling it's going to be a very chill and easy-going environment.

i had great conversations with my mom today. i didn't even want to stop hanging out with her. we ( Read more... )

THE CHILLS THAT YOU SPILL UP MY BACK KEEP ME FILLED WITH SATISFACTION WHEN WE'RE DONE SATISFACTION OF WHAT'S TO COME

dumb i think i am dumb.  some things make no sense. same guy for a year and things are still the same. and it's not a relationship ( Read more... )

i woke up at 8:40 today and got coffee and read on the beach. it was peaceful and nice. i need to start taking advantage of where i live.. it's such a beautiful area.

it's summer and i need excitement. my brother already came and left. now i need my own fun to begin.

help me with this, please.

saturday, may 17th 2008, was the best day i've had so far i think. everything about it was perfect.

happiness. i love life.

everything is in its place. i am extremely content, finally.