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[seasicksailors]

i say to myself all the time that i'm only human. i continue to allow myself to make mistakes because i think i will learn from them and outgrow whatever posessed me to begin with. certainly as i'm growing up i am making a lot of the same mistakes over and over again. and the only question i ask myself is when will i learn

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[ex_stalingr]

this is a good way of looking at things

[anonymous]

...so what is the common line that pass through all these dark moments?

[seasicksailors]

what is common about these dark things i go through is that the same ideas always posess me like i don't know why i do the things i do when they always result in mistakes and this makes me feel like a burden, which puts even darker ideas in my head and fills me up with sadness. i feel like i can't go back and correct anything i do when the mistake's already been made.
and i hate to think about medication because i hate to think about how that would alter me. i really like me, despite a lot of that sadness. it's ok.
i am okay

[anonymous]

in my humble belief you need to correct nothing. You are not "guilty