whoa it's live journal. i am pretty much barely breathing in the real world. i am logging out of the apple store in smith haven mall. i work 40 hours a week at forever xxi. i hate retail, i love clothes but i hate them and working. if it was up to me i would get paid to just sleep all day ( Read more... )

Instructions on How To Build A Time Machine

1. take a pot
place the pot on your head
2. pour a glass of milk
drink the milk
3. take 2 batteries
place batteries in your mouth
4. rub your head and your belly and close your eyes
make a wish

i will be moving in less than week from this side of westbury to the other side. it will be my third and final apartment in less than a year ( Read more... )

i'm up on hours of aliveness- no sleep yet. i'm just about to have breakfast, and i think i will wash it down with a beer. this morning was quite the adventure with christine, we left my house very early today and made the greatest endeavor in her car in nassau county. first we began on prospect ave. where we figured we could easily buy some weed. ( Read more... )

i say to myself all the time that i'm only human. i continue to allow myself to make mistakes because i think i will learn from them and outgrow whatever posessed me to begin with. certainly as i'm growing up i am making a lot of the same mistakes over and over again. and the only question i ask myself is when will i learn ( Read more... )