lol it wouldn't be a thompson/robinson xmas eve without drunken decision making that leads to grandma's dog, being driven by sober grandchildren at the behest of their drunk parents, to the animal hospital at midnight to be put down; which was then followed by a memorable trip to the er for grandma. all of this preceded by a dinner table geneology ( Read more... )

so when people say "just think, it could be so much worse..." I'm really hoping that at this point they can't be, because i can't even imagine the possibilities in comparison to right now. first i find out monday that i'm being reported for plagarism...great. it was a total accident, i didn't cite my class notes in a paper. since it's not as bad ( Read more... )

so when people say just think it could be so much worse..." I'm really hoping at this point that they can't be, because i can't even imagine the possibilities in comparison to right now. first i find out monday that i'm being reported for plagarism...great. it was a total accident, i didn't cite my class notes in a paper. since it's not as bad ( Read more... )

I realize that there are always 2 sides to every story and i respect that but fuck this needs to be put in the past... ughhhh

soo i figured out what the problem that i have with them is and it basically comes down to no matter how easy it was to do, what was done amounts to a betrayl of the most personal and intimate kind and it hurt- plain and simple. it hurt me beyond what i was ever prepared to admit. even now it still sometimes hurts when i think about how it has ( Read more... )

apparently i've forgotten how to be a student. i actually tried for the first time since i left ua to study for a test, except i studied all of the wrong things. our teacher gave us the exact questions on the test and i stayed up all night studying but didn't actually get around to working out my answers to what i knew was going to be on it until ( Read more... )

i'm looking for those footsteps and hoping that they will be yours because i think i'm getting closer to the edge again ( Read more... )

this whole snowball effect thingy blows and its not getting better which is why i guess they call it a snowball thingy. i feel like im holding on until it all passes over. i keep thinking that it will, but i'm starting to lose faith in that idea which also isn't helping. i know i've made it through before but the journey to the otherside has ( Read more... )

i keep having to justify in my mind why i acted the way that i did. i keep having to tell myself that it wasn't just me freaking out like i always do with him. there's some comfort in knowing that after all these years i could predict exactly what was going to happen and that this time i stopped myself before i could regret things. it was like i ( Read more... )

it's a love hate relationship... one of the truest meaning and yet i've never worked so hard hard at anything in my life and received something so satisfying... this must truly be happiness and it's from within, dependent on nothing but myself...

yes, there are downs but there are better highs, and life couldn't be more rewarding