Unarmed {part one}

[seattle_dreams]

Disclaimer: If I wrote it, I wouldn’t be a sobbing mess right now. You had to know this was coming. The title, “Unarmed,” belongs to Mariah McManus.

This is Part One of a multi-part mini fic; it’ll probably be no more than two or three chapters, but I wanted to get this posted. The first two paragraphs are from Shonda’s blog. It helped me when I was

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[wondernthestars]

aww sooo good! my only comfort in the fact that we didn't get to SEE a merder post Surgery scene was that I knew someone would write a fanfic hehe so thank you! ;)..
I don't what know what to think really, the miscarriage was disappointing- but it's shonda so sadly I can't be all that surprised. =/ and apart from that I love seeing how much she loved Derek/ the speech she gave April - made me melt THAT was really well done... and that Christina one the one to save Derek's life- maybe those two can finally get along now haha. anyway
please do continue this- I'm looking forward to it! <3 - Lauren

[seattle_dreams]

Thanks so much, Lauren! I'm glad you enjoyed this! Part of me figured that the baby was too good to be true, but I guess I just desperately wanted to believe it was true. But I guess there's still time to do the baby storyline. And OMG, I know -- this season finale really showed just how much Mer and Derek love each other. It's beautiful. And the Mer/Cris friendship, too. It was great to see how they stood by each other the entire time.

LOL, I guess Derek and Cristina have to get along now, huh? ;)

I'm hoping to have the second part posted later on today, so be on the lookout!

Also, happy belated birthday! I made a birthday post for you back on the 13th. I hope you had a wonderful day, hun! *hugs*

[seattle_dreams]

Ugh, I know. When Shonda plays the "Mer isn't mushy" card, I get so annoyed. Just because she's not happy and bubbly all the time doesn't mean she can't be affectionate, you know?

Aww, that Mer/Cris scene is probably my favorite scene of them together. I love how Cristina is totally supportive, and was so on board to be the godmother. They've come such a long way since the pilot episode. MerDer, too. I love them all so much. :')

Yay, I'm glad you had a good day! My birthday falls right around finals time too, so I know how stressful that can be. I was barely able to enjoy mine because I was writing a damn paper, lol. Anyway, I hope all of you birthday wishes come true! Haha *hugs*

[merder4ever82]

And now I'm crying again. lol
It's beautiful, Missy! I can't wait to read the second part. :)

[seattle_dreams]

Aww, thanks Rose! I'm so glad! Hopefully I'll have post two posted later on tonight! :)

[mizzougirl88]

WHOA. This was crazy good, Missy. Like, insanely good. I wish we would have seen this at the end.

In other words, I LOVED IT! =)

[seattle_dreams]

Thank you, Amber! I really wish we could have gotten a MerDer scene at the end, just something to tide us over all summer.

Hopefully I'll have post two posted later on tonight! :)

[darkandtwisty02]

Missy,

Thank you so much for giving me some fic therapy. I went and had shopping therapy today, a little too much, I'm blaming Shonda for this!!

It was heartbreaking how Mer kept her feeling to herself since she knew Derek is in no shape right now to hear about their miscarriage. I'm going to be a mess of tears once she tells him in your fic! Because I know you'll do it right!

Thanks for giving me some therapy, just what I needed!

[seattle_dreams]

Thank you, Jenna! LOL, I think we could all use some fic therapy after last night. Seriously, I'm traumatized. Maybe I should get out and do some shopping, too.

It's really hard to write this. I hate seeing MerDer so sad. I'm writing the scene where she tells him now and sobbing like a baby. Is that pathetic? :P

Hopefully I'll have the next part up later on tonight, but if not, definitely first thing tomorrow! :)

[seattle_dreams]

Aww, thank you so much! I'm so glad you're enjoying this so far! It's really tough to write Meredith so sad; I hate seeing her upset. But I think it's important that she and Derek go through this. The next part will definitely be up tomorrow! :)