My heart is broken.
Lost since break-up (last Tuesday): 6 pounds and counting, any reason to get up in the morning, appetite, ability to feel joy or genuinely smile.

To all extents and purposes, got dumped last night. Three weeks after we moved in together, signing a year lease. My heart is fucking broken, and I remember after Tim thinking I would NEVER let myself go through this again. 7 months of the best relationship I've ever had, and one night of crying and being told I love him more than he loves me, and ( Read more... )

SO DEPRESSED ( Read more... )

Boyfriend and I just got in a fight...at 6:30 in the morning, great. We have very different ways of fighting; he talks a lot when the fight first starts, and then gets pissed and just leaves, either mentally or physically. I don't talk much at all at first, but when I get pushed a lot I will start talking, and then I will cry when he leaves. Last ( Read more... )

i made a big mistake - i fell for someone. not just anyone, but one of the most gorgeous men i have ever seen. i have been lusting after him for years but was too afraid to go up and say anything - he is after all the most gorgeous man alive, and i'm just little old me ( Read more... )

i drove to my new landlords place, only to realize it was 12:10 and they're closed from 12 to 1. so i drove to tj maxx to try to get some cheap clothes, only to realize that they apparently only make cute clothes for people who are size 10 (why this specific, you might ask? well, i bitched to brittany about it and she said she stopped shopping ( Read more... )

Last night while watching the news I heard noises coming from my roommate's room, not wanting to check it out alone I went and asked my neighbors to go with me. Found a man in my room, he ran out the back sliding glass window and me and my neighbor went running after him. Unfortunately I was wearing extremely comfortable but completely unfit for ( Read more... )

snowed in at brittany's house- can't make it to work. ferry st bridge (for those of you who know eugene at all) is closed. my car got stuck on the hill and even if i did make it to work (walking) it's supposed to drop to below freezing tonight and i would have to walk what is normally a 40 minute walk in the freezing fucking snow ( Read more... )

found out yesterday that my mom has cancer...either cervical or uterine. world feels a lot smaller and scarier. she's doing fine, got to do more tests to find out what it is, how far it's gone, etc etc.

new picture of me;
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