2010 was one of the hardest years I have ever been through ( Read more... )

Out of the hospital. Yay!

So. Pretty much going to be single for the rest of my life.

To be or not to be- that is the question ( Read more... )

WORST BIRTHDAY EVER ( Read more... )

Exhausted, heartbroken, got a cold, and getting ready to go to work. God I hate my life.

I am BROKEN and i am DESTROYED and i see no reason to believe in any future if its not with him ( Read more... )

I will never love anyone or be loved by anyone like I do and am with him. I know it in my heart. But I don't know what to do about it. If he's going to shut me out, there's nothing I can do anymore. And that breaks me.

So. I know probably hardly anyone will support me through this, everyone will think I'm stupid...but Carl and I have decided to try to make this work. He told her last night he's never going to see her again. I guess she totally lost her shit and started screaming and crying. He's really torn up over hurting someone he's known for 5 years, but all ( Read more... )

Carl and I broke up, and I went to live at my really close friend Kerin's house. I lived there for two weeks, and Thursday at 4 in the morning I got a text from Carl and I went over to our place and he said he wanted me back and he wanted me to move back in and he misses me and loves me and doesn't want to be without me any longer. Friday night he ( Read more... )