For the 2nd time in 3 months I am "single." I don't know where to go with this grief - I thought I would be better this time, but my heart is broken all over again. Trying not to cry, trying not to fight it, trying to look for places to live and ways to look at the world through rose-colored glasses. I've decided that men are all lying bastards and ( Read more... )

At Rosie's house in Arcata.
I drove straight from Drain to Arcata, stopping only once for gas, and made it in 5 1/2 hours. If that doesn't tell you the state I've been in, I don't know what else could.
Everything in life works out, right? Everyone hurts, everything falls to shit every once in a while, and our test is to keep the faith and keep on

I've decided to go to Lane Community College parttime, & switch back to cashiering on the nightshift so I can go to school in the morning. Scary, but good ( Read more... )

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Today I have a sore throat and a lot on my mind. I think it's odd & very hard when people who knew you better then anybody suddenly know nothing about you. I fear this happening with Tim, then I take a deep breath & tell myself to know the light I'm in now ( Read more... )

Day before yesterday Tim came home from the hospital after having a fireball shoot out of a glory hole onto his left arm. He has 2nd & 3rd degree burns on his hand & arm ( Read more... )

Life is ( Read more... )

I cleaned my little house today & it makes me happy to look around & feel space instead of clutter. Tim is at his new job & this depresses me - of the past two weeks he's had to work on all of my days off. Last week I cried a lot about this after he promised to spend the day with me & ended up only spending 4 hours ( Read more... )

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Christmas night someone broke into our new (one week lived in as of that night) house, & stole Tim's glass tools, net worth of approximately $3,000, plus one trip to Italy, & two molds that are irreplacable. That was all they took, & the most precious thing to Tim in the world (besides me & kitty Penny ( Read more... )