Nothing is the same.

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Obstacles are put in our way to see if we really want something, or just thought we did.

Just gotta take everything one day at a time..

Today, I am happy ( Read more... )

i guess its all over..

so hm, i'm slowly moving everything out of michael's house. and hating every minute of it. last night we were in his room cuddling and i just wanted to cry. i saw everything that he did to make room for my stuff and how i hung up random stuff from my room in his, and i thought about how happy i was when we were doing it. how happy i was for the ( Read more... )

so here's the latest..

i'm still at my dad's. and it doesnt sound like i'm leaving ='(

i'm a mess. i just want to go home..

i went home the other night to spend the night with michael. he had to get up early to go out on the boat. and after he left i bawled my eyes out. i hate seeing him hurt =( and i hate even more that i can't be there while he's hurt. he's my baby, i'm supposed to take care of him. so then he came out tonight to see me. and it made me so happy. i ( Read more... )

sleeping next to jared wasnt the same as sleeping next to michael.

sleeping on air wasnt the same as sleeping on water.

and rolling over to see the tube full of fake fish wasnt nearly the same as rolling over to see the one person you love more than anything in the world.

nothing beats that feeling..

i want to go home.

Michael practically died tonight.

Well okay, he didnt. But he got some bad booboos.

And I wasn't there to make him feel better :(