I think you need a vacation soon....please.

+I used to think I was going to do great things.
+I was going to write books that made people want to read.
+I was going to be something special.

But now...I think I'm just going to be forever stuck on OK.
And I'm not gonna do great things.
I'm not going to write books that make people want to read.
And I'm never going to be something special.

I'll just ( Read more... )

Oh...I didn't think it was going to be half as hard as it seems it's going to be now.
Well not really hard to leave.
Physically it's not demanding at all.
&yet...
Damn.
I'm really getting out.


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& I've managed to cram as much time hanging out with Carley and Josh as I possibly can stand. Lack of sleep; getting last minute things taken care of. Harvey's getting neutered and is coming along to Colorado. Atleast I won't be 100% alone. It's just really weird; I've wasted so many conversations about wanting to get out...and now noticing so much ( Read more... )

I don't want to say goodbye but and then I realized yesterday that I only want to say goodbye to two people. Two main people outside of the family I'm leaving here to say goodbye to...It's just not fair. This isn't what I wanted at all. I hate the cold...I hate winter...But I'm going to be responsible and adult about this. I'm not going to complain ( Read more... )

My mom got rid of Max today.
My poodle.
I have few friends.
I just would like to give a huge fuck you to all those I don't talk to anymore. To all those that I'm no longer friends with and to those who would rather not talk to me...thanks.
That's it.

I went to court yesterday only to get another date to go to State Court ( Read more... )

I wish I could just seperate myself completely from crazy folks...I don't know how I attract them or why I'm attracted to them...but it's not enjoyable anymore and I think it's just plain silly.

that's all. 

As soon as I get my associates (end of next summer) I'm moving to Aurora, Colorado.
I doubt anyone cares - but it's been said.

Derrell is about to kick me in the head.
Oh my...not bad.
This is the funniest shit ever - it makes me want love, family and such things:

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yeah ( Read more... )