Hm, he takes me out places ( Read more... )

Things are alright; I've been spending a lot of time with Ben lately. My dad left for the week on a business trip this morning. It's just my uncle and me in this big house now. We've made plans for my birthday since it'll just be the two of us ( Read more... )

I head back to Colorado in 8 days and in a whopping 18 days I'll be 21. I keep saying it...still feels unreal.
By the time I'm 21 I will have 1) No social life 2) No passion to drink and 3) No need to be 21.

Rock on!
I don't want to leave my brother he's been the bulk of my happiness.

And that's a fact.
But life is good.
Life is actually great.
Life is ( Read more... )

I wish I never thought. I wish I could forget. I wish I could just move on with my life and make it daily without thinking of the past and wondering what happened to my life. I don't know what I want. But I know I'm sick of feeling lonely. And I'm sick of thinking my thoughts don't matter.
Uhm....If I could crawl in a big hole and live in there til ( Read more... )

I watched this documentary last night.
This would be the part where I would say...I would love to go into Palestine and help. This is the part where I would say children are dying and brutally murdered everyday...this is the part where I would say the world still has a lot of growing to do. I'm ashamed to know that the US has helped Zionist do this ( Read more... )

I want my minnie mouse doll. I want to have a temper tantrum. I don't want to have knee surgery all over again. I'm mad. I'm mad all the time. I'm mad when I'm just sitting around laughing. I am not a happy camper. I watched the movie INTO THE WILD last night and that too pissed me off. Extremist piss me off. But oh it was filmed so beautifully ( Read more... )

Being back is crazy. I don't know. 
Just is.

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I can't wait for it. It's all I think about. I can't wait to once again have a best friend haha. It's insane...the things you end up missing. Like - whenever I'm in cars and pass a taco bell I think: Damn, I wish Carley and I could go eat some taco bell together and then go to my house and sit on the hill. I miss confessing everything I thought and ( Read more... )

Upon getting a new tattoo my dad said, "So you just want to have your whole body marked up" and I thought...why the fuck not. It's not like anyone really fucking just stares at my body anyways. And it is pretty much mine and if I want to fuck it all to hell...why not. It's a lot better than the drugs I used to put in it ( Read more... )