Mousey has a skin problem. Ulcerative dermatitus. He scratches until he ends up mutilating himself and making gross sores and all. It's pretty bad but we caught it pretty early. I have meds for him now. I had to start giving them to him tonight. Unfortunately it's very personal to me because he is my only pet and I am so close to my pets. To ( Read more... )

Tonight I saw Hotel Rwanda with John at the Rio in Gaithersburg. Wow. If you have to hitchike or something, see that movie. I swear it's so moving and good and just amazing. I cried a little bit. It was intense. I don't cry often. I have had such a good week. Everything seems to be going so well. I can't believe that life can really be as ( Read more... )

Went to American University to visit Lorien. Amy drove me down and we all had a good time. I didn't pack enough clothes because I planned to come home Sunday but I didn't actually get home until Monday afternoon. It was an amazing weekend. I had fun and it was really relaxing except for going to bed at 9:30 AM and late the next night as well.

great weekend. great to be out of town and then coming back with friends and meeting new friends. just plain good for me.

Sometimes like right now everything just seems so overwhelming that even taking the time to make an entry to my journal seems too hard. It's hard to explain what I mean but when I feel this way it's so hard to do anything. I haven't been like this in 6 months probably but it's back again. Even the things I enjoy seem like they won't be enough. ( Read more... )

Tonight is officially the worst fucking night of my life. My heart has been crushed. Not only that, she will never understand or even care. I don't know what to do with myself right now. I care so much about her and she cares for me. Why is it that I have to let go of that when we both care for each other. I don't understand and I am trying ( Read more... )

It seems like I haven't been listening to music much lately. Sure I listen to it when I am in the car, but that barely counts since I never change up the cds. It's always pretty much the same old stuff. Tonight I wanted to do something that I hadn't done in a while, so I am still awake listening to some music. Most of it is stuff that I used to ( Read more... )

New years eve reflected the year to me. The highs and the lows and it ended really well. Well at least after midnight was better. Hopefully this year will be just as good. I made myself 3 new years resolutions. which 16 hours later I am still holding onto them. Only 364 days and 8 hours to go. I have a feeling I might get fired at work ( Read more... )

Last night I was so tired when I got home that I went right to bed. I didn't get out of bed until 10 this morning and only then because I had a dentist appointment. I showered and left for the dentist only to get there and find out that they cancelled my appointment for me... Apparently there is another Chris Ridgely there and he called to cancel ( Read more... )

So today I have to be at work at 8 AM, but really more like 7:30 to make sure that Ashley has the menus stuffed and everything is under control since she isn't a morning person. I woke up from a nightmare right at 5:59 this morning so I was awake and got out of bed easily when my alarm went off unlike the usually hit the snooze button, which gives ( Read more... )