I have no motivation right now. Nick is absolutely amazing and tells me nonstop how hot I am and that he loves my body etc etc so it's been hard to want to restrict. Also I spend almost every second with him so he'd know if I was restricting and he also knows about my "past" ED so he'd make me eat. The good thing about spending all my time with him ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Not much to say really. I've been eating around 1000-1200 cals a day, so not great but at least not too bad. Basically I'm eating a cup of trail mix for lunch, which is pretty high in cals but contains nuts and raisins so it's the good kind of fat. Then I'll have a snack like some soy crisps or cottage cheese ( Read more... )

A few of you asked for my facebook info- I'm so addicted it's not even funny- so if you want to friend me (and you obvi do, haha) I'm the only Kate Hudson at Cornell. Yep, my name is actually Kate Hudson...crazy huh ( Read more... )

Hey y'all, I'm back from Texas ( Read more... )

Ugh I ate a ton yesterday ( Read more... )

Yesterdaylean cuisine (300cals ( Read more... )

Yesterdaytrail mix (250cals ( Read more... )

Yesterday- chinese chicken (400cals ( Read more... )

Ate pretty much normally over the weekend at home. Didn't really binge other than what I wrote about Thursday night, but I def didn't restrict either. Friday night I smoked a joint with my mom (I had NO idea she smoked...her mother passed away that day and apparently that's how she felt the need to deal with it) and afterwards we had ice cream and ( Read more... )

I didn't eat the whole drive home but then when I got home and my parents went to bed (like 10:15) I had a hot dog, a chicken finger, and some left over pasta. I always seem to have a mini-binge when I go home bc I'm not used to being around a kitchen full of food and it freaks me out. I'm having lunch with my mom and dinner with my parents today. ( Read more... )