Umm...well it's Sunday and I'm doing lots of homework and procrastinating and kinda dreading tomarrow. My Mom's coming back tomarrow from a two and a half week work-trip and I don't want to deal with her...it was suprisingly a lot easier without her around to try and dictate every move I make. Damn! I hate sounding like the typical teenager stereo- ( Read more... )

This new set up is cool! Um, lots of things to say...I think it's been a few weeks since I last updated. So it's almost Halloween guys! Like, seriously!!! I'm excited 'cause I don't think I have to work. Well, things are goin' okay, school and teachers are kinda stressin' me out, but, cross-country helps. I've come to realize that I dread the ( Read more... )

This weekend has been insane...I've done far too much than my small brain can handle and I'm still going. Stress is kinda pullin' me down but I dunno, somehow I feel indifferent to it all. Lately I've felt like a terrible person but I've some to realize I can't control what others judge me by. If they interpret me in that way, well...shit. What can ( Read more... )

Isn't it weird how the mood of the writer is in constant swing ( Read more... )

Sometimes this all just sucks so much and you can't put anything into perspective. You either feel extremely content and reassured in yourself and everyone else or extremely insecure and waiting for someone to give you a dirty look or something (is it just me or does this sound a little like bipolar dyndrome?). I just have so many goddamn questions ( Read more... )

How am I to reply ( Read more... )

I feel abandoned! Where the hell IS everyone!?!?!?!?!? Hmmmmmmm? What's that?...Oh, NOT online!!!! People!!!!! Where are you? What are you up to? How is everyone!!!!????? Speak ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't feel quite myself here ( Read more... )

I get on and no one's on!!!! It's an abomination!!!! Okay, I know everyone's off to the Pheonix but WHAT THE hell! It's freakin' 5:30!!! Okay well, schools a swing and homeworks a bitch and cross country is AWESTOME!!!!! (Aaron! Join! Dddoooo iiiittt!!!!)And life is good except everyone is gone and I don't think I've really talked to anyone in a ( Read more... )

Life is so crazy right now!!! School is starting back up and I'm trying to finish doing like a MILLION things. School is starting back up in THREE FREAKIN' DAYS!!!!!! I can not even belive it!! Wait TWO!!!! Jesus! I haven't even, like, begun to study the extent of my English!!! I'm sssoooo screwed! Life is ssooo cool rigtht now though! Everything ( Read more... )