Feel a little wierd. I've had the urge to cry all day. Think I'm going to take a bath.

Is it ridiculous f me to be scared of love. All I’ve ever wanted was his love, to feel it, see it, believe it but know I think I see and I guess I can feel it and yet it is too hard to believe. Is it possible that all the disappointment and heart break has lead me to not believe in love?

I’m so confused and I just don’t know what to do or feel. ( Read more... )

    I can't find peace holding in all my bullshit. I must again come to this place to spitout all which i cannot say to another. I have grown to see that he will never be the one. As long as i wait or as much as i pray he will forever be a boy who thinks of only himself. In time it has even gotten worse. I use to think that his band and video games ( Read more... )

            We all search for the reason to our existence; we live day by day not even thinking about how valuable life truly is. Life is can be as beautiful or painful as one chooses to make it. We can live life’s that are hard, exciting, rhythmic, trivial, dramatic, epical, clean, dirty, truthful, easy, or just plain boring. However, one thing is ( Read more... )

King Without a Crown - Matisyahu

You're all that I have and you're all that I need
Each and every day I pray to get to know you please
I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me
You're the air that I breathe
Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons ( Read more... )

At the end of my day I found out
You weren't worth what I thought of you
What I thought of you

Write this down in your diary you abuse
Can we make plans can I just get through to you
Is this weird...do I scare her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
That you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me

This isn't love so forever let it go ( Read more... )

Oh you’re different, you’re different from the former
Like a fresh battery, I’m energized by you

Don’t let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
Don’t let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
And I can’t believe I’ve had this chance now
Don’t let it go away

Forever young I want to be!

Runner up to music once again…

No hay palabros que pueden explicar como me ases sentir. Siento que no puado vivir sin ti, perro tú me quitas las ganas de vivir… Se oye extraño perro así es nuestro amor, “extraño.” Un momento somos puro amor y pasión, perro luego nos queremos matar… que debemos hacer? Que bonito es soñar, perro cunado duermes entre muertos la viva no es igual.    ( Read more... )