Tonight I danced at a show at 1am and managed to look deep inside and find at least a piece of who I want to be, who I used to be, who I forgot to be. What were the words of that song? "Dance until you are free?" Something to that regard. I am so tightly wound up, I realized, that I had actually forgotten how to let go ( Read more... )

In 2 months I will start looking for work again and will have to leave my little one with my hubby for far longer than both she & I are used to. For the past 8 months, it has been a big deal if I can get out of the house for an hour and a half. It seems very strange that very soon I will be leaving for 4-8 hours at a time. I am really not sure ( Read more... )

Mothers are, undoubtably, the most overworked and "underpaid" people out there. I am one now, and I understand this. However, it's also not really a job. Don't get me wrong, it's a lot of work, but it's a job. As soon as you start looking at it as a job is when the bitterness kicks in ( Read more... )

Hello Teri!

Thank you for checking out my blogs. I think you will find past readings entertaining, at the least. This LJ is "pre-Ryan" and the other LJ is "post-Ryan" so this will give you some insight into the single me! =)

Finding myself again at 11pm while the hubby and baby sleep.

Hey...that great guy of mine ending up being my great husband!! Check out pics at my suzys_poetry lj!

check out my new lj at www.livejournal.com/users/suzys_poetry

Thanks! Later.
Suzanne

I can't even post about him because it feels like I would be telling you something that's too fragile to expose to the open air. It means too much to me. Which probably also means that I'll also be abandoning lj soon. I don't feel I need it anymore. (I have enough drama in my own life now ( Read more... )

okay..I give up! New lj title. I started this to share and read poetry, and it's become my own little soap opera! Sigh. I give in ( Read more... )

Incredible day yesterday. Vancouver. New Scribbler books at half price & adorable turtle stickers. Playing in the ocean in rolled up jeans as the tide was coming in. Closing my eyes to drink in the sun and sound of the waves crashing and rolling. Realizing that is my favorite place in the world to be ( Read more... )