This day I resolve...

[secretly_suzy]

Ok, so this should have been posted a month ago, before all this boy stuff and everything happened, but here it is now. And it might explain a bit.

This day I resolve:*to stop looking for a guy who could possibly like and accept me, and start looking for a guy I could like

Comments

[carkass]

this post really hit me a lot. it meant a lot to me that when you said the thing about the poem being shared for the first time you said she and nit he. and it meant a lot as well the last things you said about seeing the same truth and now i get it even more and how you didn't say anything about finding the 'one' or whatever because is their really just one or is there a number of people you can make it work with and it's just up to the both of you to keep growing up and towards each other? i know you know exactly what i mean. and also the thing about seeing the same truth rings so much,,,truer because of what we were talking about at darin's. andyway, i have to go back to work now.

suzy, this post meant a lot to me. it reached right inside me.

[secretly_suzy]

wow..thanks Riss. It means a lot to me when it means a lot to you cuz I know you don't say that often. "it reached right inside me." Perfect. And it's like a song to me what you said, like you're harmonizing with me. And that we don't even have to explain well cuz we just know. I love you.

[bergenjo]

I also LOVE this reminder! thanks Suzy! What are you doing tonight?

[secretly_suzy]

yay...that's great. Thanks for reading it and I'm so glad it encouraged you too. Looking fwd to seeing ya tonight.

[caitlin_mcfly]

wow, thanks, i read that at a point of time that it was helpful.

[secretly_suzy]

cool

[emilyofdreams]

Interesting Suz very thought-provoking...made me also realize I am nowhere near half your points, but it did impact me.

Though I don't think I can ever be convinced that there's even the remote possibility that you couldn't lose your guy friends after they found someone.

[secretly_suzy]

well..I'm no where near half these things either..but the realization is the first step, right?
And as for the second statement? well...I'm still friends with one married friend, but it took 2 years of ignoring each other first...and still it's not the same...but what is?!?
anyway, I'm glad this post got ya thinking. That's cool

[emilyofdreams]

Thanks Suz. I didn't mean to sound so hardenedly bitter, but I suppose honesty is the best thing, huh??