havent updated in awhile ( Read more... )

i am losing my mind. i need a job. god. i never thought i would want to work so badly.

everything else is the same. same old crap.

i think i have post-graduation depression.

i need a job to occupy my time and my mind. and maybe to pay the rent to lol.

maybe i can work for the gay-witness protection program. handing out frodo haircuts and fake degrees. hha.

i am not good at goodbyes.

i am at a loss. I have been forced to realize, that even if you have committed the same sins as someone else, you might just get the brunt of the punishment. Maybe its easier to blame me and be angry with me. its so sad, i thought our friendship at least meant a phone call to you ( Read more... )

i am overwraught. i dont know how to spell it right now ( Read more... )

I got an interview for the OFSL GA position, im nervous, i think they are interviewing a lot of people so im not getting my hopes up.

I had a dream last night that jon called me Allie. It was the best dream ive had in a long time, its been mostly nightmares lately.

+ i got all the classes I need for fall to start grad school ( Read more... )

so i basically spent the whole day sitting around feeling sorry for myself. which i am going to feel even worse about tomorrow when im not ready for my statistics test ( Read more... )

im only a little bit insulted.