in case you were wondering. I stopped posting on LJ. I have a blog ... if you are interested enough to ask me for the address then I will give it to you. =)

Im not deleting this LJ though because I love reading your posts. So don't think im not keeping up just because I dont post on here anymore!

jon stopped by today. it was really good seeing him. its still so uncomfortable for both of us to talk about the other people in our lives. sometimes its funny and sometimes it hurts a little. but overall I am so glad we havent closed the door on our friendship. I think we are both happy, and doing what we need to be doing right now, and thats a ( Read more... )

ouch.

I dont want it to just be fun. I want it to be real. I will not settle. I have a serious pattern ( Read more... )

Near To You ( Read more... )

sara you motivated me to write. theres nothing like reading something that sort of touches you to make you want to put things into words ( Read more... )

sometimes goodbyes the only way.

feeling slightly better. even on the inside. its getting easier. a little.

i am going to indulge and live in my little fantasy world.

I havent updated in a month. wow. I am becoming one of those people who keeps it all inside. trying to anyway. I think its less dangerous that way. I have been thinking the strangest things lately ( Read more... )

leaving tomorrow for philadelphia, jersey, and nyc. im so excited to see courtney and teddi!

havent felt like updating in awhile. Everything I have to say is just best left to myself lately. I feel less and less like sharing my thoughts.

still love you all though =)

(im still unemployed, but at least now I have some prospects)