im crying.. & shivering. cuz im scared. im calling a friend. i asked my friend out. i need to get out of this shit-hole. the walls seem to be crushing down on me soon. they hate me for having so many different characters within me. i just cant figure out who i am. one moment i am this person, another moment im like a monster. im losing my friends ( Read more... )

I am really upset, it seems like i can't even make my best friend happy. i don't have the money to bring her to a good dinner on her birthday, i don't have enough to open a bottle for her to enjoy, i don't have the capabilities to teach her right from wrong, i don't have an attitude that she can put up with sometimes, i don't have the patience to ( Read more... )

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i am on the verge of giving up my long time ambition of becoming a primary school teacher. o,O

All the fucking bkk shit is making me so fucking pissed off. Supposed to fly on the 20th, but thanks to the fucked up riot i am still procrastinating on whether i should go, postpone date, change destination, or just cancel. If i cancel the whole trip, i have wasted my money. If i change destination, I need to top up the air fare if its more ex, ( Read more... )

ANYBODY GOT A PLACE FOR ME TO STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IM NEARLY HOMELESS D:

why fishing? :(

luckily im not in a relationship wah i fucking hate commitments i should go die sua

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

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