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breathe...as if its ur last breath
close ur eyes
let ur pupils dilate in the site of relief
relax..as you feel the blade run thru ur skin
blood trickles like water running thru a river
its over now the worst is done
smile as you always do
its just a cover but ur doing well
no one will see that behind those eyes
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ok so thursday meg and i went down to see my friend steve at drexel and i didnt mean to pay more attention to megan but i winded up doing that and now i think my friend steve hates me and i never thought he could ever hate someone. hes such a sweet guy and i feel horrible for what i did. if only i could take it back. i always screw up friendships ( Read more... )

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ok so i messed up all the dates leigh anns mardi gras vaca is feb 27th to march 2nd and i called her today and thats how we decided maybe i can go down for mardi gras. i hope i can i really do cuz things are so different down there and i miss her and i dunno i just hope things work out. if i am able to go hopefully i can go from feb 24th til march ( Read more... )

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so i have some shit to talk about. christmas was good but i had some good times before x mas. thursday we were trying to go to the club but the line was too long as mentioned then just hung out at the american diner and then went to sleep. kristin winded up getting my stomach virus which i felt bad about but there was nothing i could do. work was ( Read more... )