i miss him. i don't know what is going to happen. that excites me.

i want to go back to school. i need that right now.

i don't know what to do right now. it's not that i am being forced to make a decision, but there's a general sense of urgency surrounding everything i do, and i feel like i have to do something about it... thus, the decision. he scares me. but maybe that's a good thing. i'm so scared of everything; maybe i just need to step out of my comfort zone ( Read more... )

what a crazy fucking summer. i don't know which way is up right now. no idea what i'm doing, but i am determined to not let that interfere with my doing it.

he wants to give me wings. can i fly with them?

summer is fucking crazy! i love it but i am in a total daze right now. the past week has been a non-stop whirlwind of events that i can't seem to make heads or tails of... except to say that i know how i feel, and i don't need to apologize for those feelings. i can't help it, so i might as well flood myself with the feelings i want to run from... i ( Read more... )

therapy sucks.

i love my job so fucking much. it's the most amazing thing ever.

in other news, i am now almost legal in the state of michigan... new driver's license and SS card... rock it, bitch.

i love working so much. i work at least 8 hours a day right now, more once tourism really hits the cherry town. exciiiiiiiting... however, this entry is not. so it's

i am so glad to be working.

but i wish i had money.

because i want to see my lover.

damn.

Okay, I finally have a chance to write my much-anticipated review of the 2004-2005 school year at Central Michigan University. I have done it in the form of lists. I will start with the TOP TEN MOMENTS of the year.

TOP TEN MOMENTS:

10. Grafitti party at Chip Village. (the drunkest I've ever been, ladies and gentlemen!)
9.   Walking into an orgy ( Read more... )

last night was crazy. sara and i just sat around reminiscing about everything that has happened this year. before last night, i wanted to get the hell out of here so fast i wouldn't know which way was up... but now i don't want to go. besides the fact that our room is so disgusting it warrants a public health hazard, this year has been so amazing. ( Read more... )

it's really a simple question. i want to know why the fuck computers seem to hate me. i treat my computers far better than most people i know. i have no dents, no scratches, no inappropriate material on my computer. i do not leave it running for days on end with no courtesy shut-down. i even gave it a name. i love my computer. and yet romeo does ( Read more... )